It’s your birthday today I so wish you were here to celebrate your 46th year, but now we have only yesterdays to remember and no tomorrows to look forward to. I read the cards and the little notes you wrote to me and the sorrow and despair this brings is indescribable, I must bear the scars of this very avoidable and tragic loss of your beautiful life. I will love you forever my beautiful Rachel, no matter where you are.
Love Baz.